60-Domestic Violence AUTHOR and WARRIOR: Emma Jean Rowin; Part 2
When Emma Jean's young daughter offered to "act really cute" to prevent her father's rage, something profound shifted. In this raw, emotional conversation, Emma Jean reads a pivotal passage from her book, "When Things Collapse," revealing the exact moment she realized her children weren't just witnessing abuse—they were absorbing it as training for their future.
This powerful discussion dismantles the myth that staying "for the kids" benefits children in abusive households. Emma Jean shares how her daughter, now 21, demonstrates remarkable strength in relationships precisely because she witnessed her mother's courage in walking away. "That's the thing in my life I am the most proud of," Emma Jean confesses, noting that children who see their parents respect themselves learn to demand respect in their own lives.
We tackle difficult truths: the façade of an "intact family" shatters the moment abuse begins; children perceive tension regardless of parents' attempts to hide it; and perhaps most importantly—a good father simply does not abuse his children's mother. For listeners struggling with these decisions, Emma Jean offers a clarifying question: "What would you tell your daughter to do in this situation?"
The conversation acknowledges the very real dangers of leaving, with practical advice about timing, safety planning, and the emotional reality that many victims attempt to leave multiple times before making a final break. Through it all runs a thread of hope—that when parents find the courage to walk away from abuse, they give their children an invaluable gift: a model of self-respect that becomes internalized and "sealed in their fate" in the most positive way possible.
Emma Jean’s 1in3 bio: https://www.1in3podcast.com/guests/emma-jean-rowin/
Link to “When Things Collapse”: https://a.co/d/8wTUZ1W
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Cover art by Laura Swift Dahlke
Music by Tim Crowe
00:46 - Introduction with Emma Jean
01:01 - The Sad Chair: Reading from Chapter 18
05:09 - Impact of Leaving on Children
15:14 - Model of Strength for Your Children
21:42 - Myths About Staying for the Kids
28:36 - The Dangers of Leaving and Final Thoughts
Emma Jean Rowin
Emma Jean Rowin is the author of When Things Collapse, a deeply personal memoir that chronicles her journey from a routine grocery shopping trip in 2014, when she received the shocking news that her estranged ex-husband had become an active shooter, to her path of confronting painful truths about her past. Emma’s story dives into her tumultuous relationship, from the idyllic beginnings to her husband's transformation into a doomsday prepper and abusive partner, as she fought to protect her five children and rebuild her life.
A Midwesterner at heart, Emma Jean spent 25 years in a fulfilling career in graphic design before returning to her true passion—writing. Now a full-time writer and mother of five, Emma spends her days juggling family life and managing the constant "switchboard" of her kids’ needs and communications. When she's not writing, you can find her practicing yoga, hiking, or psychoanalyzing everyone she meets.
